January 05, 2011
My christmas vacation ended up in bed with the worst flu ive had in years, could barely get up from my bed to go into the kitchen without resting like 2-3 times on the way ( its like a 5 meter walk ). And on top off this I didnt have my computer with me home so I was kind of going crazy for a while. But with 2 weeks to kill and nothing to do you get to alot of thinking and reflecting wich was perfect, partly b/c its a new years now but also since I have alot of new stuff going on that I havent been able to think about to much.
Things I have been thinking about:
-How thankful I am for beeing able to do whatever I want, and im not talking about the freedom poker gives as much as just beeing able to get out off bed in the morning, make some breakfast without any help. I have nothing that stops me physicaly so Im def going to value this alot more in the future.
-The above leads me into the next one. Im def going to start working out now, reading "The 4hour Body" by Timothy Ferris in combination with getting so sick was a very good motivator for this. I only have one life, one body to take care of, its kind of hard to buy a new one atm so eating healthy and working out should be an easy choice so make for anyone.
-Nothing good come out of watching TV. The last like, 2 years I have spent a minimal time in front of the TV, i just hate all the commercials that brainwash you all day long. Just from an ev standpoint its kind of stupid to spend like 1/3-1/4 of your time at the TV watching commercials. ( and i dont buy that bs "im doing alot of stuff in the breaks, like going to the toilet and getting a snack. blabla." ) I rather turn of the TV and stare at the wall for a couple of hours, really try it, its awesome.
- Spending 1-2 days with parents and semi-close relatives is enough for a while. Enough said.
I probably have a bunch of other stuff but thats it for now.
I have been crushing last 3-4 days wich feels great and also Im waking up at 9am everyday now. spending 4-5 hours to eat breakfast, work out, do some errands and then the rest of the day from 2pm im working.
Keep it up