Zankaa´s

My christmas vacation ended up in bed with the worst flu ive had in years, could barely get up from my bed to go into the kitchen without resting like 2-3 times on the way ( its like a 5 meter walk ). And on top off this I didnt have my computer with me home so I was kind of going crazy for a while. But with 2 weeks to kill and nothing to do you get to alot of thinking and reflecting wich was perfect, partly b/c its a new years now but also since I have alot of new stuff going on that I havent been able to think about to much. 

Things I have been thinking about:

-How thankful I am for beeing able to do whatever I want, and im not talking about the freedom poker gives as much as just beeing able to get out off bed in the morning, make some breakfast without any help. I have nothing that stops me physicaly so Im def going to value this alot more in the future. 

-The above leads me into the next one. Im def going to start working out now, reading "The 4hour Body"  by Timothy Ferris in combination with getting so sick was a very good motivator for this. I only have one life, one body to take care of, its kind of hard to buy a new one atm so eating healthy and working out should be an easy choice so make for anyone. 

-Nothing good come out of watching TV.  The last like, 2 years I have spent a minimal time in front of the TV, i just hate all the commercials that brainwash you all day long. Just from an ev standpoint its kind of stupid to spend like 1/3-1/4 of your time at the TV watching commercials. ( and i dont buy that bs "im doing alot of stuff in the breaks, like going to the toilet and getting a snack. blabla." ) I rather turn of the TV and stare at the wall for a couple of hours, really try it, its awesome.

- Spending 1-2 days with parents and semi-close relatives is enough for a while. Enough said.


I probably have a bunch of other stuff but thats it for now.
I have been crushing last 3-4 days wich feels great and also Im waking up at 9am everyday now. spending 4-5 hours to eat breakfast, work out, do some errands and then the rest of the day from 2pm im working. 

Keep it up