The Pursuit Of Happiness

Hey guys. Although i didnt wanna post any results really, i am going to now.
The reason is very simple: I have lost my 100nl-winnings, that took me 3 weeks of very good play, on 200nl in 7 days. I also started losing on 100nl. I lose every flip, i get coolered all the time, i do play some hands badly, make some calls that might not be very good, etc

So, i thought, maybe i am just too bad. And i filtered my HEM-Reports, and thats what i found:

I have played about 200k of 100nl in the last months, and i won (without rakeback) about 1.5BB/100 over that sample. That amounts to 2500$, which is nice, + RB that means that i can win an easy 2-4k per month playing that. Now 200nl:

Here i played 50k hands over the same period, and lost about 10BB/100. Yeah, thats right. That means i lost 10,000 $ playing 200NL. Am i that bad, i thought?
Well, the regs are the same (on ongame, ipoker, some on fulltilt). On fulltilt and ongame there are enough fish around. So whats different? The money?
Since i started playing on FT i think i played really well. So then i found out that im running 25 stacks below EV. 25 STACKS! Thats 5000 $, or double what i won playing 100nl. Yeah, now i know why i dont like playing 200nl. So im again at that point, where a single losing session is gonna cripple my BR that much, that i cant play 200nl anymore. Great. I have no idea what im gonna do. I could make an easy 4k on 200nl, if i just got to the point where i dont have to move down all the time cause i dont have enough money. But i also dont want to wait for my BR to reach 20k before i start taking shots (thats riddic). Oh man.

Edit: Some people go up in stakes when theyre losing. Some play looser. I play more tables. So, what im gonna do from now: When the last session was a winning session, i will play 6-10 tbls in the next one. After i have lost 2 BIs at any point I am going to play 6 tbls max, same goes for having lost the last session. Hope thats gonna help.  

I'm gonna open up 12 tbls now and keep the best 6. Wish me luck!

Later: I played 7 tbls max, tableselected for the first time in my entire life, and am up 540 $ and played very well. Erm. Yeah. OK. Hope that continues.