October 26, 2010
Alright... So I was kind of forced to write about my feelings. I'm physically feeling a bit ill right now(this kind of stuff is no problem). I mean actual feelings. I wrote it and then continued to say "fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck" in my mind. I didn't even have to write about bad feelings. I wonder if I have a problem =/. This was however the only way that I could get my stuff together again and to start making profit poker wise and in IRL as well so I'm not the saddest bear in the forest(what?).
If I had to choose what animal I'd be then I'd be a flemish rabbit. Had no problem writing what animal I feel like being at the moment...
Also I feel like I might delete this post tomorrow(0 trouble).
Good night, I'm going to sleep. Maybe my brain can tie up some loose ends while I sleep and I'll feel better in the morning.