August 09, 2010
Okay.. ex-girlfriend is not talking that much to me.. wont explain everything here but I feel like crap and weird.. I dont mind to do it but I lost an other 5 pounds since im back (3 weeks)
For the records,Â I think I might be around 145-155 pounds overall in the last... 6-8 years so it was stable... never got overweight of fat, never trained hard enough to become muscle man but I was over 150 all the time lately and now im down to 140lbs.. dunno were I lost it since im not fat at all..
Sooooo, I work on eating more regulary even if sometime its hard and I dont feel like it.. also poker last week was shit and I wasnt feeling to play that much..
I do need some advices on that.. I want do sport but I dont want to be too tired to play poker after that (happened to me in Thailand) noticed after a jogg, poker after wasnt not great and maybe it was because I was too tired to be 100% focus..
So basically, stop being on the auto-depression mode, eat more, do some sport (between sessions ??) , do more poker and eventually be back on the schedule I set for me wich was :
- - 5 sessions of around 75min
- 30min break in between (15 not enought imo)
- Daily HH review (60min if I do all sess)
- 30min of posting on forum about hands of others people
- 15-30min of posting some hands of mine
That make it very serious and decents working day and if I wasnt out of focus, I believe it would be awesome to my game after only 1 month.. I wonder why I did not do that 2-3 years ago.. what a slacker I am^^
Any advices from peoples are welcome.. esp those who been throught those life thing and poker stuff.. and obv full time player advices on the thing is welcome..
Meanwhile, have a nice Aug all..