November 26, 2010
Thanksgiving and random thoughts
Hey guys. I had a great Thanksgiving. I had just the perfect amount of
turkey and other food. Didn't stuff myself too much. Watched football,
rooted for the Cowboys for the first time in my life. Jon Kitna is a
local boy, so gotta root for him. Watched the first Pirates of the
Caribbean and played games in the evening.
I think it's time to talk about something that I haven't talked about in
awhile. It's been bothering me for a long time. Tonight was pretty
tough without Courtney. If you guys are newish to my blog, you may want
to read the first couple blogs from this past June. It's almost been six
months since she has broken up with me. The past couple months have
been kind of weird. I've been thinking about her a lot more than usual.
On one hand, I like thinking about her because the 2.5 years I was with
her was the best time of my life by far. I find myself saying things
that she would say all the time. Every time I see my cat do something
cute, I think of her. Holidays are especially hard. All the great
memories come flooding back. I still don't understand why she left me. I
feel like it was because I wasn't making much money and that she was
having to work about full time. Money was very tight. I guess her heart
just wasn't in it anymore. I'd give my left arm for her to love me
again.
That's enough sob stories from me tonight. Tomorrow I will probably try
to get as much poker in as I can. I'm anxious to get back playing.
RIGGGGGGGGGED!!

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