November 26, 2010
Hey guys. I had a great Thanksgiving. I had just the perfect amount of
turkey and other food.Â Didn't stuff myself too much. Watched football,
rooted for the Cowboys for the first time in my life. Jon Kitna is a
local boy, so gotta root for him.Â Watched the first Pirates of the
Caribbean and played games in the evening.
I think it's time to talk about something that I haven't talked about in awhile. It's been bothering me for a long time.Â Tonight was pretty tough without Courtney. If you guys are newish to my blog, you may want to read the first couple blogs from this past June. It's almost been six months since she has broken up with me.Â The past couple months have been kind of weird.Â I've been thinking about her a lot more than usual. On one hand, I like thinking about her because the 2.5 years I was with her was the best time of my life by far.Â I find myself saying things that she would say all the time.Â Every time I see my cat do something cute, I think of her. Holidays are especially hard.Â All the great memories come flooding back. I still don't understand why she left me.Â I feel like it was because I wasn't making much money and that she was having to work about full time. Money was very tight. I guess her heart just wasn't in it anymore. I'd give my left arm for her to love me again.
That's enough sob stories from me tonight. Tomorrow I will probably try to get as much poker in as I can. I'm anxious to get back playing.