I just need to release some anger. Over the last three days I have lost almost half my roll. I'm not going to make excuses, I probably haven't played my absolute best, but tonight's graph pretty much sums it up....
I know it's Ai-EV, but 4 buy-ins under in only 1600 hands. Here's just an example of what it has been like since Saturday afternoon....
Merge - $0.10 NL (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 3
Hero (BTN): $10.75
SB posts SB $0.05, BB posts BB $0.10
Pre Flop: ($0.15) Hero has K K
fold, fold, fold, Hero raises to $0.26, fold, BB raises to $1.32, Hero raises to $3.00, BB raises to $10.11 and is all-in, Hero calls $7.11
Flop: ($20.27, 2 players) K Q 7
Turn: ($20.27, 2 players) J
River: ($20.27, 2 players) 6
Hero shows K K (Three of a Kind, Kings) (Pre 83%, Flop 82%, Turn 23%)
BB shows 9 T (Straight, King High) (Pre 17%, Flop 18%, Turn 77%)
BB wins $19.26
This wouldn't have been so bad, as I'm a big proponent of looking at the positive, but when the d-bag runs it up in chat right afterwards it got under my skin.
I could post on and on of course. One guy shoved A3o vs my JJ and turns a straight, then 9 hands later same villain shoves AJo vs QQ, spikes an ace on the river....of course he runs his mouth too right before leaving the table. Then he sits at another table of mine, posts, cold calls my 3bet with KTo vs my QQ, flop comes Q92r and he x/jams to hit the J on the turn. Runs his mouth again and leaves after one hand.
Anyway, I don't need anyone to respond or post links to anti-tilt videos because that is the positive I have taken out of this current down-swing. I have never chased losses, played beyond my roll and have actually dropped in limits as the hand I posted indicates. Just sucks to be up 5 buy-ins at $25NL and to fall to 11 down in the 13K hands I put in. Oh well, back to $10NL and hopefully can get back to taking shots again...sorry to waste everyone's time who read this.