interested if something like that exists. i watched eptpe and i am member of dare2dream
i finished university and will go masters from winter for another 2 years with plenty of time to play, and also all summer for playing and travel and thats it. whenever i do not travel i try to play ~5k hands a day, depending on games quality
i think im pretty far in my development as to not tilt, guess would go so far to say i just dont tilt (also thanks to volume and "proven" competence i beat my stakes + having played much higher in the past), neither winning nor loosing tilt.
so but what i am "missing" is that poker "makes me happy". maybe i ask for too much if i say that, but poker is a 100% job to get money. not more not less right now and i remember when i really liked the game at the beginning, improving etc. now poker is a good thing in my head cause it makes me money and i like the creative part of thinking, also because it influenced a lot of other parts of live in a positive way (say work ethic). but i dont enjoy playing. so is that normal or is there a way to kinda "get the fun back"
i hope anyone gets what im searching for OR anyone with similiar volume etc just says "no way you still enjoy..."