September 08, 2009

Tilting about missed opportunity

This post is a bit more about personal life then poker really but it’s about a missed opportunity concerning poker.

Back in from about 1999 to about 2004 I played a lot of Quake3Arena. I was a relatively good player. Meaning that I played with/versus professional caliber players but never played professionally myself. There was a huge player community site named xsreality.com (now esreality.com) which made it easy to know about all the different players in the world. In general, team play (TDM: Team Death Match) was dominated by Euro teams while 1v1 play was dominated by US players. I was mainly a TDM player myself but played a bit of 1v1. Since my primary game was TDM, I followed the Euro teams very closely.

Around 2002 one of my favorite players decided he was going to start playing poker instead of Q3A. At the time I thought it was a stupid idea, I didn’t believe that there was much money in poker. It had crossed my mind at the time that MAYBE, just MAYBE I was being a bit quick on judging his choice and that I should probably looking into this “online poker” thing and see what it’s all about. Needless to say I was stupid enough not to and just kept playing Q3A.

Looking back at the time in my life I’m kicking myself in the ass. I had very little responsibilities at that time; I played Q3A for about 3 to 10 hours a day depending on my plans at that time. I had a good paying job which would have provided me with a bit more flexibility of re-buying since I didn’t have as many bills as I do now. I just think were I would be 6~7 years later if I would have just been a bit more open-minded at that time. I know I certainly wouldn’t be killing myself trying to build my miniature bankroll to get from 5NL~10NL to 25NL.

All that to say, always be open-minded about opportunities that might come your way. Either it be in poker, career or life in general. You never know where it might lead you.

Posted By xix at 03:49 PM

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Tags: Life poker tilt

1 Comments:

sliverr posted on September 08, 2009 at 19:37 PM

Degen

so true man i went through kinda the same thing. Was playing Wc3 almost professionally at 2003 and started poker for a short while in school. Things went great and i took out a check for 3600 dollar in one month. At that time, my whole class was so bummed that i got that kinda money, and i didnt realise it was a lifetime oppertunity and just went back to gaming. Now i have to start all over and ive been kicking my ass for not continuing poker since that time,instead of just throwing my time away on computer games :/ Life on the MS are much much harder now and climbing really seperates the decent from the super dedicated


 

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