September 08, 2009
Tilting about missed opportunity
This post is a bit more about personal life then poker really but it’s about a missed opportunity concerning poker.
Back in from about 1999 to about 2004 I played a lot of Quake3Arena. I was a relatively good player. Meaning that I played with/versus professional caliber players but never played professionally myself. There was a huge player community site named xsreality.com (now esreality.com) which made it easy to know about all the different players in the world. In general, team play (TDM: Team Death Match) was dominated by Euro teams while 1v1 play was dominated by US players. I was mainly a TDM player myself but played a bit of 1v1. Since my primary game was TDM, I followed the Euro teams very closely.
Around 2002 one of my favorite players decided he was going to start playing poker instead of Q3A. At the time I thought it was a stupid idea, I didn’t believe that there was much money in poker. It had crossed my mind at the time that MAYBE, just MAYBE I was being a bit quick on judging his choice and that I should probably looking into this “online poker†thing and see what it’s all about. Needless to say I was stupid enough not to and just kept playing Q3A.
Looking back at the time in my life I’m kicking myself in the ass. I had very little responsibilities at that time; I played Q3A for about 3 to 10 hours a day depending on my plans at that time. I had a good paying job which would have provided me with a bit more flexibility of re-buying since I didn’t have as many bills as I do now. I just think were I would be 6~7 years later if I would have just been a bit more open-minded at that time. I know I certainly wouldn’t be killing myself trying to build my miniature bankroll to get from 5NL~10NL to 25NL.
All that to say, always be open-minded about opportunities that might come your way. Either it be in poker, career or life in general. You never know where it might lead you.

1 Comments:
sliverr posted on September 08, 2009 at 19:37 PM
so true man i went through kinda the same thing. Was playing Wc3 almost professionally at 2003 and started poker for a short while in school. Things went great and i took out a check for 3600 dollar in one month. At that time, my whole class was so bummed that i got that kinda money, and i didnt realise it was a lifetime oppertunity and just went back to gaming. Now i have to start all over and ive been kicking my ass for not continuing poker since that time,instead of just throwing my time away on computer games :/ Life on the MS are much much harder now and climbing really seperates the decent from the super dedicated
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