HU NL

*I’ll start by saying I am definitely in a rut poker wise. My ability to control my emotions has been almost nonexistent and I feel as though I have digressed as a poker player in the last month or two. It seems like I start to climb the poker mountain getting to an altitude where my discipline and overall game is in check, only to fall back down the slope ending up in the exact same spot over and over again. I have had a very short fuse as of late, letting myself get rattled by the most insignificant of results.

On the positive side I feel like I have learned more about myself in the last 2 months than ever before and I most certainly plan to take this in stride and grow from this inevitable experience.*

I am in tip top shape fundamentally and I know I am employing legitimate counter strategies during sessions, but standing in my path to carnal pwnage is my inability to control myself emotionally. It is no longer a secret and it cannot be swept under the rug again, I have to finally come clean and be 100% honest if to have any hope of containing this dollar shredding issue.

I don’t have a plan in place as of yet, nor do I expect to be a true tilt wrangler in the immediate future, but I can honestly say I feel like this is going to be the TRUE turning point of my tilt infested poker career. So for me it is a new beginning and an optimistic future and I couldn’t be more thrilled about it. The epic journey starts from this day onward. This is my new beginning.