June 21, 2011
Just another blog post from a steamed reg. Dont worry i won't put here any hand histories. But i have to write it off, it's easier.
I was running pretty good at my NL50 project, After one unsuccesfull start with stepping back to NL30 i could go ahead, my second attempt was pretty good and was very close to reach NL100. Until today. I was crushed. I didn't have tilt issues, haven't tilted a single AI. But at the end i felt myself totally crushed, that all the bad plays have been rewarded. All of them. All the regfishes got their gin cards.
Played 1,5k hands with 5BI down. It's gross for me. Lost 5 AI w 70-80% EV. Having set of Aces in a 3b pot vs FD? Another set vs FD on a turn AI? I could continue. Not mentioning the only flip today. And when all the fish rivered me with their hopeless draws in medium pots.
One hand totally screwed my mind. Aggro reg 3bets me from BTN, I'm CO. I have AK and 4bet. He calls. Monotone board w K. We go AI. He has 8Ts w a flush. WTF? Of course he knew. I was a stranger for him, no reads, small stats as i play on a new ongame skin. One AI I was not ahead
The good thing that i haven't tilted and put the money as a fav at all of them. I'm aware of variance. Don't have a problem with it. I've got a problem that it happens at the same time and it's really difficult to handle mentally. I should be in a clear profit and now i should rebuild myself.
Better days for you guys