Huh?

Last time I though about going for the black card and the day after writing it I decided to go for it. Today however I finally managed to gather enough time(hangover-couldn't play) to work on some stuff and I decided to watch Real Life Micro SNG Grinder Episode 8. This was 100% what I needed even though I knew(to some extent) decent part of the material before.It made me want to change the direction I was going in. Instead of getting the black card right now I decided to put in a lot of work and study in order to move up to $24 turbos. I think I'm actually going to get the black card earlier this way anyway.

I have been running really well for the most part lately so I decided to make a donation for http://www.deucescracked.com/forums/5-Beginner-Limit-Hold-em/topics/251251-Coaching-for-Charity#posts-2084101 . I'm not going to ask for coaching though since I don't play LHE/PLO as my main game. It would end up just being -EV since I couldn't get the maximum out of the session and Entity is most likely a busy man. It's funny how I started to bring up excuses before writing something in the $$$ box. "I'm moving up in limits/I have to get coaching/I've never donated before, maybe I should pop my cherry w/a smaller amount of money/I want to do stuff in other areas of charity" etc. I'm a greedy bastard...

Oh yeah, I'm also going to increase the time I study economy/investing thanks to http://www.deucescracked.com/blogs/orestto/40711-Investing . I'm about to order "Stocks For The Long Run" by J.Siegel along with "World War Z" by M.Brooks.

I hope we can actually get our group together today and maybe start a bit earlier since I'm tired/feeling a bit sick/need to do a lot of work tomorrow. It would really suck tree nuts if I had to stay up until 2am or something only to discover that I could've spent the last 3 hours sleeping.

Yawn...

Edit: Am I seeing things or is the size of my font changing in some sentences?