Struggling pro

Making one last (maybe :)) attempt at doing this poker pro thing. This time one thing I will focus on is to be much tougher when my friends ask me if I want to do differnt actvities. I have been very bad at turning anyone down in the past and that has made it very difficult for me to get enough hours in. Frequently when I hang out with my buddies I do so to late hours. The problem is that Im really bad at coming back after one night without enough sleep. This time I’m going to accept that and simply turn down some activities nd give strict time limits to others.

I have four friends/group of friends that I meet on a weekly basis. Typically I also have sunday dinner at my parents. Thus 5 days/week gets booked before the week begins (not every week and not always 5 days). When I say it this way it sounds stupid lol. Well I do like my friends and a couple of them don’t have a ton of others to hang out with. So it’s not going to be so easy. I don’t blame anyone but myself that Im bad at turning down people obv.

I do a few things on my own that consumes a lot of time. Video-games, poker shows, sometmes railing are all means to waste my time. And it can be a LOT of time aswell. This is a leak I MUST plug! I think my A-game is strong enough to make a living albeit not getting rich. The missing piece is the mental part. Both at the table, but more importantly off the table.

At least we have awesome spring weather today in Gothenburg so I feel great. The word “conistency” is on my mind though. I always end up blowing these shots by turning into a total degen. But this time will be different!!! Now I have my DC blog to think about!

/Peter