May 18, 2013
Been a while since i posted. Reason being that I withdrew my roll and partied it out once again! I was at my highest limits yet (R400nl on our local SA site)
I started playing +- 2weeks ago when i deposited 30bi's for R200NL and the doomswitch had been turned on me it seams as i am busy experiencing my biggest downswing to date. I however got one of my previous coaches and we are busy working on my game. I also am reading The poker mindset r, it's been a good help cause even thought I was stuck 15bi's I did drop stakes and kept on trucking. Playing R100NL now and things seam to be changing for the better in my results. I also jam some stars 5nl but thats just for coaching porpoise cause our local site doesn't support HEM.
Life has changed a lot for me since my last post, I have quit drinking ( Been sober 4weeks now) I guess it was one of my biggest life leaks ever. I actually went to see a shrink regarding my aggression when I get drunk and while we were having these sessions I somehow realized I cant really handle my alcohol and need to stop. Hasn't been to easy as yet, one trick I use to get my thoughts of drinking is to think about poker and how it has been one of the biggest reasons I have never really excelled in it so far. So I kind of feel super motivated to make a success outa this poker thing, sucks that I start of by hitting my biggest swing but hey I am still trucking.
Anyway's here are my goals for the rest of May Starting now :
- Play 2k hands on stars
-Play 20h on local site (100nl 4-6 tabling)
- Lose 2kg's in weight.
- Read the poker mindset finished.