Running for the red line

I'm still really struggling! I feel dejected, defeatist, a little paranoid and utterly isolated in a sea of players working hard, studying well and improving while I'm caught in a rip tide and heading out to sea.

I keep looking at the game and wondering if I'm not studying hard enough, not reading the players properly, tilting or spewing.
Asking myself whether I have some fundamental flaws in my approach?

I hate writing things off as coolers, but I really can't see any other way to handle them.
Here is the top 4 losing hands from this week. Not cherry picked, just the top 4 big pots that I lost from the last 2k hands.

The rest of the bunch are much the same.

Full Tilt Poker $0.01/$0.02 No Limit Hold'em - 6 players - View hand 898749
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SB: $1.91
BB: $0.81
UTG: $2.55
MP: $2.00
CO: $2.62
Hero (BTN): $2.02

Pre Flop: ($0.03) Hero is BTN with 5 5
1 fold, MP raises to $0.06, 1 fold, Hero calls $0.06, 1 fold, BB calls $0.04

Flop: ($0.19) Q 5 7(3 players)
BB checks, MP checks, Hero bets $0.19, BB folds, MP raises to $0.50, Hero raises to $1.96 all in

Hiding the rest of this hand, you know I lost, how I lost is irrelevant after the money went in.

This hand I will show results. I knew he was chasing a flush draw, and my read was correct.
I could have re-raised the turn, i don't think he was folding,

Full Tilt Poker $0.01/$0.02 No Limit Hold'em - 6 players - View hand 898755
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BB: $3.43
UTG: $3.16
MP: $1.51
CO: $2.60
Hero (BTN): $2.00
SB: $1.93

Pre Flop: ($0.03) Hero is BTN with Q J
1 fold, MP calls $0.02, 1 fold, Hero raises to $0.09, 2 folds, MP calls $0.07

Flop: ($0.21) 5 J 9(2 players)
MP bets $0.21, Hero calls $0.21

Turn: ($0.63) 6(2 players)
MP bets $0.63, Hero calls $0.63

River: ($1.89) 9(2 players)
MP bets $0.58 all in, Hero calls $0.58

Final Pot: $3.05
MP shows Q 9 (three of a kind, Nines)
Hero mucks Q J
MP wins $2.85
(Rake: $0.20)

In this next hand villain is 14/10 over 87 hands.
When he calls the flop and bets the turn and the river, I think my kicker is no good. We didn't get to showdown but I'm certain I was beat

Full Tilt Poker $0.01/$0.02 No Limit Hold'em - 6 players - View hand 896003
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Hero (SB): $2.00
BB: $2.40
UTG: $2.21
MP: $1.84
CO: $2.06
BTN: $2.00

Pre Flop: ($0.03) Hero is SB with T Q
UTG raises to $0.08, MP calls $0.08, CO calls $0.08, 1 fold, Hero calls $0.07, 1 fold

Flop: ($0.34) 2 3 Q(4 players)
Hero bets $0.34, UTG calls $0.34, MP folds, CO folds

Turn: ($1.02) 9(2 players)
Hero checks, UTG bets $0.64, Hero calls $0.64

River: ($2.30) 7(2 players)
Hero checks, UTG bets $1.15 all in, Hero folds

Final Pot: $2.30
UTG wins $2.15
(Rake: $0.15)

Another laydown, Baluga theorem
villain is 38/23 over 57 hands.

Full Tilt Poker $0.01/$0.02 No Limit Hold'em - 5 players - View hand 898767
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SB: $2.98
BB: $0.68
UTG: $2.16
CO: $5.97
Hero (BTN): $2.00

Pre Flop: ($0.03) Hero is BTN with K A
1 fold, CO raises to $0.06, Hero raises to $0.21, 2 folds, CO calls $0.15

Flop: ($0.45) A T J(2 players)
CO checks, Hero bets $0.24, CO calls $0.24

Turn: ($0.93) 9(2 players)
CO checks, Hero bets $0.50, CO raises to $1.50, Hero folds

Final Pot: $1.93
CO wins $1.81
(Rake: $0.12)

I've been losing heavily for a long time now, but I really don't think like I'm playing as badly as my results seem to suggest.