March 22, 2011
Actually got in a full day of poker. Been awhile since I have done that. I have been so distracted this month. I am so behind on volume. Felt like I did shitty today as usual. I may have won, who knows. I don't want to be depressed so I'm just going to not look at my cashier for awhile. Maybe not even for the rest of the month.
To be honest, it is so hard to blog when I am feeling so shitty about poker. Nothing to be happy about anymore. Very depressing. I withdrew money from full tilt two months ago and it still hasn't come yet. If it doesn't come by the end of this month, I'm going to be screwed. I'm dirt broke. I've been using all the money that I've had for the last two months paying bills. I need the $1900 Full TIlt owes me. I check the mail every day and nothing. Checks are the only way I can be paid. It's a long story...
All the teams I cared about are out of the NCAA tourney and my bracket is pretty much destroyed. It's actually a good thing because I won't be distracted anymore. It's been pretty much the same story every month. Me slacking off. It is sooo freaking hard to play poker for 40 hours a week. Something seems to come up almost everyday. I loathe playing on the weekends because for some reason I think I need time off. Even though I have time off all the time because I'm being so lazy. I need to get my ass in gear.