July 10, 2010
Today started off with me mowing my parents lawn in the 96 degree heat.Â I was sweating so much it felt like I just got outta the shower.Â Then I went to lunch with my parents.Â I got home and watered my garden and went to work.Â I played from about 1:30 till 8:30.Â I ran unbelievably bad just about the whole damn time.Â Only blew up once in chat.Â It was at a reg that spite called me from all kinds of positions about eight times.Â He won every time with the worst or dominated hand.Â It was the dumbest thing.Â The sad thing was that he was actually a good player.Â He just decided that he wanted to screw himself to screw me for some reason.Â
I yelled, punched my desk, and yelled some more all night long.Â Usually I don't get so upset, but I'm at that point where I've been losing so much that I'm going insane.Â It has to turn around! I mean I have the best of it and am just getting screwed hardcore.Â It's crazy, I don't know what I'm going to do if this never turns around.Â I was so pissed off that I just played and played with no breaks.Â
I played 98 games today and lost about another 12 buy-ins.Â Blah.
Tomorrow it looks like I'm going to Mt. Rainier with my parents.Â Its about an hour and a half drive.Â We're going to go hike around a bit, If the snow has melted enough.Â Should be fun.Â
Going to watch some Dexter and eat some nachos. Laterz