June 11, 2010
Meh, boring day
Woke up at 6am. Felt like crap. Forced down some Mini Wheats. Went and got my lawn mower from the repair guy. Courtney came and got her stuff out of the house. I couldn't be there for that. Too painful. My mom stayed at the house. I guess Courtney just totally ignored my mom and didn't even acknowledge she was there.  Seeing all of her stuff gone was sad, but nice. Everything I see still reminds me of her anyways. Still getting over her, it gets a little asier every day, but it's not easy. I am eating more. We'll see how sleeping goes tonight and how waking up in the morning feels. I miss having someone to share things with. I miss having her to talk to. A lot of inside jokes are basically wasted now.
I mowed my parents lawn and my lawn. Then just laid around my house the rest of the day. I could feel a headache coming on so I just took it easy. I have a party to go to tomorrow evening. I'll probably try to get some poker in in the afternoon because I have nothing else to do tomorrow. Â
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3 Comments:
goody_man posted on June 11, 2010 at 15:25 PM
Good to hear things are starting to get a bit easier for you. Yeah like I said before, this may be one of the best things to happen to you, as you now realize what kind of person she really is, instead of 5 years from now.
Anyhow, good to see you talked to someone, just keep on trucking, life moves on.
live_straddle88 posted on June 11, 2010 at 15:32 PM
Life variance. You're due for the upswing. Best of luck!
Delliks posted on June 16, 2010 at 00:00 AM
Mate I would seriously stay away from poker right now, the last thing you want is a down string to hit you and make things even worse.
Why don't you get out there and get a job?
1) will bring some money in
2) you'll meet new people
3) will take your mind off things
4) never know you might even meet your new soulmate
once your mind is back, leave the job if you want, take the money you've earnt and hit the poker back up again.
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