June 11, 2010
Woke up at 6am.Â Felt like crap.Â Forced down some Mini Wheats.Â Went and got my lawn mower from the repair guy.Â Courtney came and got her stuff out of the house.Â I couldn't be there for that.Â Too painful.Â My mom stayed at the house.Â I guess Courtney just totally ignored my mom and didn't even acknowledge she was there.Â Â Seeing all of her stuff gone was sad, but nice.Â Everything I see still reminds me of her anyways. Still getting over her, it gets a little asier every day, but it's not easy.Â I am eating more.Â We'll see how sleeping goes tonight and how waking up in the morning feels.Â I miss having someone to share things with.Â I miss having her to talk to. A lot of inside jokes are basically wasted now.
I mowed my parents lawn and my lawn.Â Then just laid around my house the rest of the day.Â I could feel a headache coming on so I just took it easy.Â I have a party to go to tomorrow evening.Â I'll probably try to get some poker in in the afternoon because I have nothing else to do tomorrow.Â Â