June 06, 2010
Life is unbearable
Courtney dumped me a couple days ago and has cut all ties with me. I'm sick as hell and I can't eat. Every single thing I do reminds me of her. I have a house with no one living with me except my cat. For the moment I am at my parents, but that will probably only last a few days. I am going to be so bored without her. I cannot imagine living in my house alone. I have no idea what I'm going to do. This is the most heartbreaking and stressful thing that has ever happened in my life. I am in a nightmare and I have no idea what to do..... I don't know if this pain will ever go away and it's killing me.
2 Comments:
Roykt posted on June 06, 2010 at 16:42 PM
i was there 2 years ago m8...and yes it feels like the end sometimes...but hang in there..despite rainy nights and days the sun will again emerge within your soul:)...try to look forward not backwards, and try to focus on the things You can do something about, and dont waste time and energy on things out of your control. just hang in there...and u will come around again:)...and by all means DONT play poker in ur current state of mind...i did, it costed me my whole roll...if u need someone to whine to im here...another deuces cracked head..;)...hang in there m8..;)
Delliks posted on June 07, 2010 at 15:11 PM
Hey mate, we've all been here, yet nothing we can say will make you feel any better. I hope it was not poker related at all. Did she say why at all, because if you're that cut up about it, she's probably worth fighting for.
If there is no chance of getting back together I would strongly suggest keeping your mind occupied, not with poker, perhaps get a full time job, or study do something productive and don't let those negative feelings own your life. Best of luck to you mate.
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