May 30, 2010
Yucky day
The day started off great. Mowed my lawn, BBQ'ed, listened/watched the Mariner game (even though they lost on a walk-off grand slam) Started playing poker and the day went down hill from there. First set I got two 3rd's out of 12 games and the rest of the night sucked just as much. I only played four sets of tourneys, 48 games. The last session was really dumb. I got to the bubble on over half my tourneys and got like three or four 3rd's. I was getting beat every time I went all in. Didn't matter if I had the best of it or the worst, I'd find a way to get beat the worst possible way on the river. It makes me just sick as hell. I did so bad that I'm not going to look at the results. I know it'll correct itself. Hopefully soon.Â
In the back of my mind I always wonder if I am just running good and if sometime I am just going to lose forever and get back to where I should be. That's probably why i get so frustrated and why I stress so much about things. I really laid into a reg today for being an idiot. I later apologized, but still. I'm trying hard to control my temper. Today was horrible and I held back pretty well. Not talking or typing lets me control myself better.Â
The home game I was going to play tonight actually got moved to tomorrow night. That's why I had time to play some poker. I don't know if I'll have time tomorrow or not. The Mariner game is at noon so maybe I'll play during that.
Amazing how I can run horrible and the next day run like god and the next back to horrible. What a roller coaster ride.
RIGGGGGGGGGGGGGED!
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