March 09, 2010
I havenâ€™t even looked at my cashier because I know I probably lost about 20 buy-ins. It makes me so depressed when I look at my cashier after a losing session. So I just look at it in the morning when Iâ€™m not still tilting aver all the terrible bad beats.
I very very rarely look at my ROI because it is usually such a downer that it tilts me right into a downswing. Exactly what is happening to me right now. I thought I could be a man and look at my ROI last night. I filtered it for the last month of $12 STTs. It was like 1.9%. I thought I was playing so well. Iâ€™ve said that I thought I have been playing the best I ever have in my life. Wow, my best gets me not even a 2% roi. I will admit, I have been running very very awful lately and I still blame it on that. After tonight, I donâ€™t know if I can.
First off, I gotta look how I did tonight. Brb. Ok, not as bad as I thought. Only lost about 10 buy-ins. Iâ€™ve had swings like this before. I can bounce back from that. Hopefully I can or I will be writing another blog like this.
This afternoon my fiance, her name is Courtney, and I went to see Alice in Wonderland. We both loved it. Weâ€™re both huge Disney junkies and we usually enjoy everything Disney. We really like the first Alice In Wonderland so we have been waiting for this to come out for years. This one was just about everything that we had hoped for.
I only played 48 games tonight. It took me till about 5:30 to start playing poker. It was pathetic. I couldnâ€™t get away from dinking around online.
There were so many regs out tonight. I could not load a set of tables with out at least one reg loading right on top of me. Usually I donâ€™t worry about it but since Iâ€™ve been worrying about my roi more than I should lately, it was bothering me. What added to my frustration was that probably the best player at the $12s was sucking out on me time after time again. I was schooling him too. Was a downer to my ego.
There are so many hands that I just got totally screwed over on tonight. It really sucked. Although at times like these a couple months ago I would be a lot more upset than I am now. Iâ€™m gunna try and to be a tad optimistic and believe that I can get out of this slump soon. I have to be or I will stress myself to death literally.
Tomorrow is going to be a very productive day. Itâ€™s going to be nothing but poker. Maybe Iâ€™ll try and clean the house a little in the morning and go work out, but thatâ€™s it.
Iâ€™m going to leave it at that. I have a couple of other things I wanta talk about, but I think Iâ€™ll leave those to another blog.