December 19, 2011
I'm not in the mood to write, but I don't want to abandon the blog, so here I am. I'm still trying to get rid thinking all the time about that woman. It's having a huge impact on my game as I have a hard time focusing. At least I'm working out a lot, which makes me feel a lot better. I'm at my mother's home at Southeast, which helps too. I should try to look around and see how good my life is. I shouldn't be like that over a woman.
Anyways, I haven't made a FT in 2 weeks, but I'm still playing a few MTTs. I have to make a bigger volume, and the results will eventually show up again. I was heading to a FT today but fell in 12th with QQ x KJ. At cash games, i'm trying to study a lot, and at least I stopped losing in the past two days. The game is not allowing any mistakes. One second of tilt or one wrong decision destroys the profit of a session. What happened to those old +5 BI sessions? I'm turning into a small baller that won't raise any pots without a monster. Maybe that's the way to win at micros? lol.
Just a quick update on the movies I've watched past month. I won't describe them much cuz I've watched most of them with my ex, so..
#16 - O Palhaço (The Clown) - Nice brazilian art movie
#17 - Melancholia - Astonishing art movie by Lars Von Trier. Must watch.
#18 - Killer Elite - Good action film. Nothing great, though.
#19 - New Year's Eve - Ok movie to watch with your GF, terrible to watch with her at the night she brakes up with you.
#20 - What's New Pussycat? - Earlier this year I started to download all Woody Allen's filmography. This is his first movie, as an actor and screenwriter. It's good but gets foolish as time passes.