Booommmmmmmmm, 200euro to 2k by xmas

boom, moving my roll over to full tilt, the software is just to fucking awesome

first impression, software, AWESOME compared to ipoker or mircogaming

second, sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many fish due to table numbers

thirdly, shipping mini run good, up about 7bis in like 3k hands 4 tabling.......only playing nl10 with 5bis, lololol, takes time to more the roll about, have to ship it to the credit card, this takes a few days, plus its xmas holidays! hopefully get to playing nl25 during jan, and get to nl50 for feb time, tho, will see how it does, as well, full tilt is the hardest site, my arse, every table has 2 fish, 1 retard, and a SS"

dropped 2 tables, and started to play 4-5 tables

Ship the run good for once, add in the fact, i was able to fold in lots of spots, think alot about preflop hand selection, and ended up wiht with a 9bi up weekend!!!!!

about fucking time, as this game had started to instant tilt me when my aq ran into ak for the 19th time!!

anyway, alls going good in pokers! and this new lease of confidence+in game thinking, has def reinforced the good moving up through the stakes poker plan!!!

anyway, job interview the day for a job, i know nothing about, or have any experience in, poker bluffing face on, lolololololol

well, i fixed the leaks of calling too much, played an A game session for a week, then hit a few sessions where i couldnt hit a fucking board, and when i did hit mid pair or hit top set to lose to runner runner, was such a tilting and hard few days to get over this bollix! its so annoying when players play atc are hitting 2pr or better constantly for an hour solid, why u hit dick all squared

sigh sigh sigh

hopefully load up a few tables tonight and play some A game poker, and actually hit a few boards and win a few hands!

also, have decided this is my last 300 euro cash out, and im going to crush nl50 once i sush out this calling too much and tilt part of my game

 

So, i keep going up then down, then up then down for the last 2months

I keep blaming run bad

i blame the fish, the software, the laptop, the hud, the way the board ran out

every single thing except myself

so, the last few sessions, I have been thinking wayyyy more about ranges, about player types, about equity, about hand ranges, looking at stats more closely,

Generally just been thinking more and more, and playing more A game, more shorter sessions with breaks and guess wat, im running below ev, but im crushing.....

My biggest leak for the last 2-3months has been flat calling wayyyyy too much in general, floating too much, not thinking enough, spewing tons and tons in 3bet pots instead of just folding pre, I'm looking to see exact number of times they have 3betted me, thinking about how to expiot there 3betting, if its a nit 3betting his qq+, wii, i fold, if its a lag, i look at all my options and hand strenght and expiot his 10bb too, fuck the 3bbs i have invested, im stopping making another 7bb mistake flatting 3bets

all these silly things= less tilt, better feeling, and less results thinking! which results in euros all over my tits

My big fucking plan for this month+jan, is basically to crush, cashing out for the last time, 300 euro, then im for building up my roll and moving up these stakes to get back to nl50, might even try out nl100 this time, time to get back to crushing, get back to earning a few pounds a month to help pay for things

fuck all this fucking ego bollix that comes with poker

its times to fucking crush souls

well, pokers going shit, today is the first time in nearly 2wks that i have booked a winning session, and at that, i had to move down, as bankroll was shit, i dunno wat to say, i have just filtered nl10 and nl20 graphs, like both play the same except slight more pre flop aggro at nl20, but not much, one im crushing, the other im getting anal raped, its pretty frightening, the fact im wining at nl10 even tho im using it for tilt play, ie, i ve spewed abt 8bis at that limit to pure tilt, open jamming etc etc, dnt do it no more, but used to, then my nl20 grpah just gos south south south, its pretty annoying

 

anways, hoepfully get a good lot of iwnning sessions in,

ive noticed im calling too much, its costing me a fortune

 

laters

so my life got turned upside down this week, with me being made redundant after 8 years of service with the firm, basically since i left school, FUCK THE RECESSION! i have technicaly been made redundant, but work picked up during my notice, and I was kept on for a total of 6 months, this time, feels more serious, as I am fully aware theres fuck all comig, and it seems like pretty dead cert that the end is coming

this fucks me hard as well, mortgage+food+child+another coming next year, so really got to get my finger out and stop feeling sorry for my arse!!

Probably going to spend alot of poker time for the next 5 weeks to get a few euro built up to cash out, but im not moving into poker full time or anything as well

a- im not good enugh

b- I have real life bills, too many responsibilites as a parent etc etc,

c- dont have the tilt control

altho, that being said, i think i will turn a more serious eye to poker, i have been playing too much drunk, but theres money to be, so i think i was make poker a serious money maker to help me fianically, as well lets be honest, with the recession, the lack of jobs, any work i can get is going to be shit wages, so will need all the help i can!

also, have spent this month working on tilt control, working on in game decision making, stopping feeling sorry for myself when some retard stacks me, or spikes his draw, or rivers a better pair, w/e, huge success so far, altho, i played saturday, when clearly, my head is fucked up, and lost like 8 bis over 3 stakes, over 2 sites, but so fuck...

havent played poker serious this weekend, my head has been hurting, assuming this is stress related, and have been drinking to get over the head pain, and tbh, i think im not going to play all this week, altho, i think i might study more videos, something, i have i always lacked at. gonna watch alot of live play, see things i do, listen to how the better players think, maybe get a small bit of lecture type coaching, but not actually play alot!

anyways, enough of my real life bollix, away to watch a dvd!

Poker has been ok to me recently, have spewed a few Bis here and there but over all its been ok!

I have decided to undertake 2 challenges

1-200euro into 2k- this is on my euro site! my plan is altho to turn it into 2k, i will be cashing out as i progress! So far the 200 euro is up to 360 or something, and im have moved up to nl20 propertly! i seem to be running ok, not too much coolers etc, but i can think of at least 3 stacks i have spewed in spots that were really silly, were i was trying to make ppl fold, when I had no equity etc in the pot, so spewy!!!!! also 2 4bet light spots, where i had misread stats, ie, see high 3bet stat and 4betted, to then see it was a small sample sie, and it was retarted!!

2- turn 60 dollar into 2k on full tilt, i had used this account for as a drunk account and only had a few dolla in it, so far i have change my game into a 18tabling nl5 reg, and move up every now and again when i hit the big 30bis.  Its just to fine tune and have some fun playing more than my normal 6 tables! i will be taking it serious, but like, its more fun related than improving as a poker player! also would like to become a 18tabling lag/reg more than a nit/reg, so far ive got up to abt 165 ish, bonuses, and rakeback included from drunk player, and playing with 5bis at nl10, lol

tonight im getting a free sweat session which should be good fun!! from a nl100/200 player!! need to get fine tuned and get a few questions, or topics to discuss uring this as generally sweat sessions can drag in if theres nothing happening !

gonna pick bet sizing and 3bet pots defending ranges vrs certain opponents, as i find the higher you move up the more and more pre flop become aggro, the last time i made adjustments to this, i fucked them up, and basically turned into a loosing player as i started to fight back vrs them, and we all know the high variance involved in 3bet wars post flop!!!!

going to updates this twice a week, every monday/tuesday and friday/saturday i think

laters

Starting out at nl10 till i get to get around 340ish, then shot taking at nl20, I have already been playing on this site since like july time with putting 50 euro in and turn it up to 800 then cashed out, but recently my game has been really spewly as fuck, like big time, calling too much, spewing alot, not folding at all to 3bets, usual shit!

Hoping to take my game on a different course! i tried this on 2+2 before then lost interest! this time i will succeed!!