Making Millions Yet?

All I need is $1000 in my roll to start taking shots at 50nl. I've been so tilted lately because I feel as if I'm trying to force the action to get the money that I need to get to 50nl. I'm at $860 in my roll right now. Built it from 200 a month ago. I just lost 2.5bi and I'm feeling tilted 2 all ins were coolers KK v AA and 99 v 66.  I'm fucking pissed off actually. I've been playing great, but these stupid ass donkey fucking fish are getting to me mentally. I just want to hack their computers and steal their money. Man, I just want to just play 50NL and fuck this 20NL bull shit.  

Won $80 in a freeroll kamikaze today. 

Ran above Ev in the beginning, but had a total switch at the end. I ended up winning $344 this month. Rakeback was about $80 and the DC rakerace $75. So overall, won over $500 this month. I only play 6max. I WOULD LOVE COMMENTS <3   

 

titled right now, but doing my deep breaths and taking anger out on counter strike not my bankroll. breathe.... i'm glad i decided to quit instead tilting everything away.

Sweeeeet. I just got a new job as a banquet server. Supposedly they play $18.75 an hour and $15.50 for cleanup. Great, this means I can start playing online poker again. I quit playing poker because I was basically fired from my old one and I my rule was to have a job first then I would be able to play online. Yes, victory!

the last 3 days i have been in an downswing of 6bi. I was really mad and upset that 3 bis went to this loose player that open shoved every hand pf with 50bis then left the table only to come onto another table. I lost 4 bi's to him total. That was getting me frustrated, but then I moved on. I kept playing and getting owned by the downswing. A total of 6bis was lost. I wanted to get it all back in desperation so I kept playing even after the daily # of hands were played.  I outplayed this reg and got him tilted; won three bis from him. Lost a 300bb pot to a fish. KJ v AJ on Jxx board. I thought I knew how he plays and what type of hands he would call with. I was down 6bis again. I was really mad then quit my 6max tables. Went onto 20nl heads up (I play 10nl) won a buy in or two here. Went to 200nl full ring, lost a buy in. My TP v Set. I got owned. Then I went to 100nl heads up and lost the remaining there. I busted my entire bankroll on Cake network.

 This is probably the 5th time I have done this since I started playing poker. I'm not sure what it is with me. I might be addicted to money? to poker? to gambling? I don't know. Now I feel depressed about the whole situation. I dont' want to go to work tomorrow. I want to start a brand new account on a new network. Maybe that's what I'll do. I Just dont' know when?  

Ever since I have gotten back from Europe Poker has been on my mind. I decided to do hand review and post my results every day weeks. I'm going along with my actual paychecks that I'm getting from serving at a resort in fine dining. My results are from the 19th of July till August 1st. Here is my result playing 10NL.  

 

My data is not an accurate result of my game. It's a small sample. Here are my goals for the next two weeks.

GOALS (Aug 2-15)

Volume of hands 7k in 14 days. 500 hands a day

Post 2 hands at the end of this review session

Make 1 friend through DC to talk poker with

 

 

Everyone loves them. It gives you a chance to think about what you've been doing wrong and puts you back on the right path. I took a three week trip off to Europe to visit family and regain my confidence in life and poker. When I get back, it's time to start blogging and start playing again. I want to be a reg at poker. I'm glad I have my confidence back. 

I have been playing 20nl the past week. I can say that I have been crushing this limit at 25/100 BB. On my another poker account I had $26 on it this morning. I decided to use the short stack strategy to see how it was with the last amount of cash I had on that account. To my surprise, I can say I have made more in two hours playing 200NL Short Stacked then a week at 20NL. This really makes me wonder if I should play short stacked and make more money. Isn’t that why we are all playing poker to make money? SS involves no skill, I know that, but if I can make a killing in two hours compared to struggling at my 20NL for a week, I would rather choose the easy route. Wouldn’t you? Do you guys have any input?

Here’s my graph for today.

So I decided to play 6max at 20NL seriously. I have only played a small amount of hands this week.

Short Term (Up to 1 year Jan 2010 – Dec 2011)

• Get minimum of 2.2 at ESU Spring and Fall semesters.
• Find any type of job to keep yourself busy. Then find one that you like.
• Get out of credit Card debt 100%
• Figure out what you want to major in.
• Maximise the fun you have in your free time. Focus on life goals

Medium Term (1 to 5 years Jan 2010-2015)

• Graduate ESU
• Figure out who you want to marry
• Start saving money for a ring (secretly)
• Start saving money for a wedding
• Start saving money for a car
• Start saving money for moving out expenses

Long Term (5+ years Jan 2015+)

• Find a career job
• Get married
• Move out
• Start saving money for a baby
• Start a family