http://www.deucescracked.com/blogs/imill

It's a straight fact.  I have been struggling so bad lately I just can't stop it from happening.  Who wins 10 buy ins and loses 10 buy ins the next day?  I do.  I really begin to question if I have actually learned something this past year.  I mean come on.  50NL forever?  Well I can't say that since I had to cash out $1250 this month but I don't deserve to move up anyway.  The Jets suck.  The Giants suck.  I suck big moose cock.  

I hope everybody had a Merry Merry.  I got a leather office chair for Christmas which is sweet because I've been sitting in a plastic lawn chair this past year.  It actually wasn't that bad but this is better.  My next thing is another monitor.  Maybe I'll set a goal and buy it with points.  

So I had a video review with Phoinix this evening.  It's nice to know I don't have a lot of leaks.  I have to work on not calling so many 3 bets oop though.  Could explain the peaks and valleys in my graph.  I definitely will be putting a lot of hands this week.  I've been averaging 15k but I'm aiming for 20k.  Also looking to do some group work.

One last rant.  WTF is up with Full Tilt black card?  I bust my ass to get it and then When I buy $500 bonus at 125k points I have 30 days to clear it at .06 per point when it usually is .04 per point?  And on top of that it takes away from my rakeback?  Is this really a benefit?  I think somebody got F'd in the A.

Maybe I should start thinking supernova?  LOL Deuces.