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So I just want everyone to know that I'm a big cheater.  I jumped back to 50NL for two reasons, because I'm very confident in my play, and I decided to concentrate on my online game,  This means my live bankroll will be sitting here just in case I do something stupid.  I'm really trying to move up to 100NL by 2011.  I decided to open up a little now on my blog because I've been reading some great stuff and I could use the support and advice from fellow poker players and compassionate people.  I predict my restaurant will be closed by December 1st.  First rule to business I've learned is partners suck.  Next time I will only have 1 partner and that's if I really have to.  I'm really hoping it closes soon because we're losing more money every week and I can't stop them unfortunately, and for my own health reasons.  For 3 years doctors have been trying to figure out what's wrong with me.  I was referred to one of the top dermatologists in the country at NYU in July.  We seem to have come to 1 conclusion that it's sun allergies but strongly believe there's something else in the mix.  It's been 4 months and not much improvement which really sucks.  All this gives me time to work on my game but really hope this can be a source of income.  Lately, I don't even want to go out in public and my new meds make me loopy and sleep like SLEEP!   It also sucks that my health insurance costs $600 a month and my doctor isn't on a network so it's just more out of pocket money.  Yay!  If anyone out there has any experience with the same feel free to message me.  

Last, I just want to know how I can put in more volume.  I play 1.5-2hrs in a session because after that much time I start to get figity.  I try to break it up with vids, reading forums, etc.  I play 5-6 tables and would be amazed if I can put in a 50k month.  What are your poker rituals?  Keep grinding.  Check out the progress.  Notice the huge dip.  Thanks meds!  Deuces.