January 20, 2010
I'm a retard, but thats OK
I love poker, I hate poker. Friday night I felt I couldn’t lose, just logging winning session after winning session. Now I feel like I cant win, think I’ve dumped off about 2.4k in 4 days including 800 twice to 2 different people 1 tabling! Maybe I should have read my last blog entry. Oh well if you cant whine in your own blog where can you? Obviously if I’m ignoring my stop loss levels you can take it for granted I haven’t been doing the session reviews either.
Now there is sort of a reason for this, I’m stuck trying to get through the whole Wheel of Time series, I got the newest book for my birthday back in November, but wanted to read them all again before I read that one. So started book 1 around Christmas and am ploughing my way through them again, currently on number eight. And I’ve also got 2 weeks off work over the next month so plan on putting in loads of hands, watching loads of videos and doing loads of work on my game then, so I’m sorta putting everything off till then.
In fact I’ve been pretty slack recently about everything, not watching videos, not logging hands except when I’m stuck, so all the ingredients for a big downswing are right there! Thing is I’m reluctant to call it a downswing, people seem to like to use it every time they log 1 or 2 losing sessions when really its just generally shitty play I expect. I know it is in my case. Obviously there was a certain amount of run bad, with some stupid hands like getting it in vs a dominated top pair and losing to backdoor flushes a few times, and 1 guy calling me down with any pair or even ace high in some cases and just owning me. But I could have quit them and saved myself loads. I might post some hands in another update when I’m not writing this from work.
Strangely ptr hasn’t picked up any of yesterdays hands, it always seems to miss some hands from my big losing sessions, but not picking any up is weird. I mention ptr because of my graph.

Obviously I have problems with losing sessions and its something I really need to sort out, yeah the graph shows a pretty decent slope over the last few months, but look how much I’m losing when I do lose. Just lopping off some of these would drastically improve my overall win rate. Guess its time for EPTPE.

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