Gauss Blog, Never Surrender. Never.

Time to take off my pants and set a goal. Here it is: I got about $2,850 online and by the end of the month my goal is to have $4500 online. I’m hoping this goal will force me to stay disciplined about game selection and staying on my A-game/not playing too much. There are no restrictions; can use Fpps, take advantage of bonus deposits remaining on one site, play whatever game/limit seems good, etc. The only stipulation is that, obviously, I can not make any deposits to reach the goal or even rebuild account(s) if they decline. Truth be told, I deposited most of the money I have now, Im honest with myself about not being a consistent winner online, no secret there. I believe that one truth about any aspect of life is that you have to deal with reality, Im not a winner, yet. (im not horrible either, im basically lulling the online community into a false sense of security, so suk it).

The game I will probably stick moslty to is NLHE, as my larger specific goal is to become a winning midstakes NHLE player. I will probably also play some mid stakes Stud 8, as I find it to be the softest game around depending on what types of players you can find at say 1 am at 5,10 on stars or tilt.

Anyways may need help getting more on stars to make gold and thereby take advantage of fpp multiplier, so if anyone can transfer in exhange on Tilt let me know. (I can provide references and my SN is my real name with link to my acutal business in Denver, dont worry about it if you can do transfer let me know, you will not be cheated) Will blog at end of month relative what with my goal and why.

What else…. I hear alot of Buddist drivil come out of pokerplayers in videos and interviews, maybe there is something to that so Ill take a look. I suspect it has to do with Buddists not being on tilt. Anyway, my job is stressfull enough and there’s no point going about poker with a bad attitude or being stressed out, right? We’ll see about Buddism I guess, not as a religion per se, but to provide a mental framework for poker.

Meanwhile, I like ice coffee at Starbucks and its one of the few times Ill go out during the day, in order to get it because I dont like the daytime; It’s boring, and your likely to meet dikheads and all sorts of boring and dangerous people, I avoid it except to go to the office. Anyway, if I get behind one more fruitcake who orders a triple frappachino latte whip with sweet and low and light foam or whateverthefak Im going to lose it and squeeze someone’s head till they promise not to be a pness and order a reasonable drink when other dudes are in line.

What bad attidtude?