November 26, 2011
i wanted to post this yesterday already, but didn't have much to say about it. i was taking a shot at higher stakes yesterday and rather than worrying about the amount i lost or won, it made me think about how easy it is to ignore variance when playing a deep brm. it also made me realize how important every decision is only due to the shallowness of my bankroll. this is really interesting. i was so much more focused, there was no autopilot whatsoever..
and im curious wether me only being focused when shotting is the leak, or me starting to autopilot. anyways there is a new height to reach.
how does one retain this level of thought, this mindset over a longer period of time? actually.. how does one have this playing deep at all?
i just was playing my regular stakes again and i dont even pay much attention to whats going on anymore. why :( it is kind of easy, boring and there is no danger involved lol. i have had this problem in late october when i started taking shots, BECAUSE i was bored. yesterday i took a shot playing great, focused and so on. it worked out, so no tilt, no chase,
it might even be the magic of something new that made me tap rather than taking big steps in there actionwise. should i take shots more reguarly i think i have expectations and those will simply erase the beautiful mind i had yesterday.