le petite tilt.

ive came across something lately. whenever i was adding more tables or played many tables to start with... i didnt do so well.

i played 20k hands with max 4 tables and a winrate of close to 30bb/100, added tables and struggled a bit, ended with 20bb that month overall

this month i did not play a few tables at all but massed everything and had a really hard time in terms of winrate and mindset. my approach to the game was off anyways, but i have been playing great lately and still struggled once i added more tables. 

the test:

so right now im going to play 3 at a time and hope to show great results. note: mindset is not that good after playing too many tables few minutes earlier

update:

#it looks like my timemanagement is awful when it comes to multitabling, i noticed that i tend to act to fast once i play tmany tables and did not let myself experience that i have enough time to be cool and take my time. because right now i dont focus on the tables that much, just added a 4th.. lets focus

#its really helping to focus on this, maybe i should go on work on other parts of the game the same way

#most important to me it looks to actually do it. i normally hate to "force developement" and i struggle with parts of the game i rather ignore than actually work on

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# non sd winnings should be ignored, been carddead, been playing on lpa tables, good to know actually! good to remind one how this looks in practice other than theory 

#it was sad to see my great winrate going down because of adding more tables. i actually turned into a mediocre player somehow.. need to find a solution to this.. not to masstable, but this might even cure some leaks i have 4tabling. again timemanagement comes to mind. looks like i let my emotions drive me more than anything else sometimes

#i actually didnt want to play anymore, but then i thought... come on lets try 2tabling and ended up updating this blogpost while playing. what i wanna say is that i did not let my "whateverthisis" tell me that i dont wanna play, but forced myself to. i know im able to play good, but i have to be placed in the right circumstances as im naturally stupid and end up playing bad tilting.. you might know that. i never forced myself to anything.. im a child :*

#again its nice to have a graph running nearby your tables to see how a certain hand impacts your winrate (be careful, variance is everywhere :P) and dont force non sd winnings

#up close to 5 stacks 300 hands

#autopilot is gone.. just noticed that. 

#defending my "game" better, defending what i have to loose. have something to loose! yay

#gettin hungry and consider taking care of that lol. whats wrong with me

#just lost  a big pot with the 2nd nutflush against the guy that is the luckiest dude on earth winning 12 stacks off me, even though i shouldve won 8. true story. 25bi < ev peak. fuckin loser i hate him so much. he spiked the river nutflush oop and donkshoved.. damn i hate HATE HATE HAT HE JHALSDJKLASJKLD it

#should i quit now? i dont think so. i think i have to experience that even now i can do my best and kill him

#250bb up only

quit session and please somebody tell me how much a chinese killer is