October 31, 2011
gimme a break!
as you might have read i made a fresh start with $1000 this month. i started playing at the 10th of the month or so and played about 30k hands in this period.
31651 hands (19k nl50, 8.5k nl100, 4k nl200)
- 61.21 stacks up
- 19.36bb/100
- 34 sessions: 28 winning/6 loosing
earnings
- cashgames: +$6000
- mtt: +$645
- bonus: +$1000
bottomline: $7650
im not happy with my mindset anymore, my focus is not as sharp as it used to be and i kinda need a break to relax and calm down. i am not as motivated as i have been and i do not care about the stakes i have to play anymore. i do not respect anybody and i just do not care what is happening, do not care about small pots anymore, about nothing really, except a tables that can catch my attention, let me focus.. that i shouldnt play, hi brm!
its easy to see it looking at this graph. bye focus, hi swings.. im a tilter, do not let me swing, dude.
2 Comments:
sincerny posted on October 31, 2011 at 19:37 PM
wow, I want to have the lack of focus you talk, I would kill to get a graph like that one lol. Look at mine to see swing.
cheapskate8 posted on November 01, 2011 at 01:44 AM
Horrible graph, just keeps going up!
But i agree losing focus is hard to fight, ironically i find it more when running good..
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