wahoo i have one its taking abit of getting use to but i fucking love it heres a pic of my old fone.
Pretty awful few buttons dint work and just generally shite.
Started a diary/journal reason being my girlfriend was saying about the time we went to this pub and it was free beer for bout 5 hours and it made me think of all the other stuff that had happened that i completely forgot about so would be good to look back on years later.
Poker roll $180
Yo so i just been to the cinema to watch The Inbetweeners was really good by the way so nearing the end of the film the credits came up but the film was still carrying on. Two people got up and left then all of a sudden more people left i was sat there and had this massive urge to leave as well even though the film was still carrying on i stayed regardless but then pretty much the whole cinema got up and left. My girlfriend was at the point of dragging me up out my seat telling me to leave even though the film was still going (not much happened in the end scenes but there was a couple of laughs) so i got up out my seat after my girlfriend got all agitated left and went for a piss and it really made me think how in control we really are.
I spoke to my girlfriend about it 5 mins ago saying hey really good film but why did you feel the need to leave when the film was going and in the end she pretty much said because everyone was leaving.
I read something once where a guy said he was in japan (maybe japan not shaw) and a tsunami warning went off in the early hours of the morning so he jumped up out of bed and nobody was running for the hills and he found it very odd that everyone stayed in there homes looking to see what other people was doing even though the warning went off they still was looking for someone to follow. If the tsunami had actually hit everyone one would of been dead because nobody was thinking for themselves.
anyone else experience this type of thing please comment.
Poker
deposited 25 bucks up to 130 less than a month playing super turbos nice
just got Walking the Amazon by Ed Stafford really fancy it looks inspirational last week i read Bear grylls autobiography that was a good read he certainly has a solid mind respect to the guy.
poker tonight live game hopefully am running good still.
Burd came in my shop today buying loads of scratch cards always came to my till telling all the other staff i was lucky. anyway after the 5th to 6th time this other last came in bought the same scratch cards and said xxxx (cant remember her name) sent me and wants to know if am single i was like in my mind fuck sake no but i wish i was she was hot, shes a hairdresser am shaw you know the type.
Just bin for a run absolutely pissing down you wouldn't believe its British summer time
Hey peeps got back from me holiday on Monday was really good 2 weeks of sunshine only two clouds the whole time. I must admit i am semi glad to be back this would of been my 7th time to Turkey and every time i dreaded coming home but this time was different.
Firstly the Turks did my head in you walk into a shop and their like flies round shit boring you to death to buy something, they are constantly trying to drag you into there restaurant 1 place we had to pass everyday and this guy bugged us so much to go in his restaurant each time we said no (we had eaten there the 2nd day food was shit) in the end he shouted something at me in Turkish could only imagine what he said.
Secondly we got scammed shit loads when you go to change money they count it out in 20's 10's 5's and count it stupidly fast expecting most people not to check it. So i checked it and it was ten short which is about £4 so i tell the guy and he says its commision but the previous day there was no commision so i tell him he replies well today there is i'm like what the fuck what ever took my money and went. I decided to go to the next one round the corner from now on and the woman tried it on everyday every fucking day even when i had counted it in front of her all week she still did it fucking idiot.
The next time it happend was at the end of the hols but previous to that at the start we got a safe which cost £20 but you get it back at the end so i hand in the receipt and key and the give me 20 tl am like wtf i gave you £20 no no no sir it says here on the receipt 20tl and you have signed for it. so what happend was at 6am after traveling all day and night i dint check it properly and signed nice one.
Aswell its not cheap at all anymore its on par with the uk which bored me that bit more there robbing me blind and its not as if am getting cheap food and drinks.
Hotel lovely but you couldn't bring in snacks/drinks because of health reason yeah load of bollocks.
On a semi good note i did scuba diving which was really good but weird at the same time it freaked my brain out how i was able to breath under water had a mini panic attack at first but 5 mins later got use to it haha. And the bad part its made me death in one ear need a doctor.
Poker
last night live binked a 2nd for 120 guy goes all in ive got K2 i call he flips Q5 and hits yep standard. Going to get back to some more online poker soon get a good rake back deal and grind away. Still no word on my money from absolute bag of shit but it amazes me why people are still playing on there why fucking bother fuck em.
Yo people its been a bloody long time to be honest i really couldnt be arsed, so whats been happening?
Well im back working in a shop not exactly what i want but im keeping the gap off my cv i worked there a few years ago so i still know alot of people. I kind of had abit of a semi quarter life crisis (if you can have one of them) when i got there because i really dont want to be there for years and years like some of them who have never done anything with there life. So its kind of given me a kick up the arse to do something with my life i dont know what but just to go out and do stuff alone get that extra bit of confidence inside me to go do it. I dont know if that makes sense but basically i kind of find myself waiting for people to come along with me rather than just go do it.
O as well there is a lass there who just started and holy crap is she hot my mother and her mate had to look twice. I will be working with her on wednesday hopefully she will be interesting. O and as i said to some woman i was working with boy would we have attractive kids if we got together.
Boxing
basically been doing alot more sparring the guy really wants me to start fighting im abit unshaw but i dont know what im worried about. o and im injured at the minute my leg is fucked i cant even bend down. O was out in a club the other night and this guy walks up to me and goes hey are you the boxer? i cant remember what i said but it was kinda cool even though im not a boxer.
poker
havent played in forever prob after what happend but been trying to get my 800 off absolute with no joy. the plan was to keep learning reading articals and stuff but i havent kept it up o well al get the urge to play again.
Eurovision
Watched it last night what a pile of crap even jedwood beat us its a fucking joke i actually thought we had a chance as nearly all the acts were shit i give up watching it.
Golf
Started going to the driving range i use to go alot few years ago more round the course back then but stopped even though i love the game so im getting back into it.
So thats about my life summed up
pretty shit
This week im going to read up on something new and try do something exciting with the week if i havent done anything with myself this week worth blogging about then i have failed and i need a bigger kick up the arse.
i need to force myself to get out and enjoy my life.
peace
title stolen from buby2132 just like to say thanks
So went to the doctors yesterday dint really want to go but kind of got forced 3 things wrong with me bad chest when i drink alcohol, migraines when i do speed work at boxing and sore armpit. To quote exactly what the doctor said "dunno take some pain killers" (with a bemused face) what a useless cunt I maybe exaggerating abit there he said more but that was the best advice he gave.
Basically to sum it all up he was useless and i new more than him just reading up on the internet I came away with cream for my arm and a pot to shit in great.
Poker
Been watching ssnl disease i think its a must watch for any type of game it gets you thinking alot more on players, notetaking and lots of other stuff.
Spewed a few times in cash last night which could of been avoided stacked off to Itsatrap once which sucked on my part big time was on tilt after busting out a 2.5k gtd tourny with Aces vs Queens.
Decided when i got back to breakeven to have a break then came back an hour later and was up a buyin, buy then it was 2am and needed to sleep.
Plan
Today will involve ssnl disease, review of last nights spews and wins, boxing and thats about it
Quite a nice day today actually no clouds quite warm but i prob wont venture out the house shame really.
Been listening to something lately and this guy made a good point about doing stuff with your life that you will remember for the rest of your life. rather than say play poker everyday which kind of blends into one do stuff with more emotion like....... well i cant think of fuck all but im shaw you get what i mean (ooooo climb a mountain and sitting at the top) well what he was saying was people remember more of how they felt at the time i may have to listen to it again to elaberate more but thats the gist of it.
peace
Yo peeps went to see Jason Manford saturday night thought he was really good and hats off to him i got my moneys worth 3 hours i was there at one point i must admit i wanted to go home but then it did get good again.
Poker went well yesterday 90 up on cash tables and binked a 6th in 2k guranateed for 144 (not 177 for who ever i told i got that)
played a cash home game with 2 DC regs corkeye and unique thats was fun mainly coz i was hitting everything came away 4 buyins up so ended a good day.
Was at boxing on friday and this guy had brought up his gf not many come up and they dont last i gota admit hot as fuck i was shocked hope she comes again makes boxing that bit more fun.
So today is valentines day and havent got a card yet i forgot so i best get my arse down to the shop. Plan tonight is no boxing, no poker just have a take away with the chick.
O one more thing a mate who has been dating a 42 year old (not shaw if i told you about it) it has ended haha feel sorry for the guy but its his own fault so bloody paranoid. I cant say im good with women but ive learnt from my mistakes. One guy put it the women you meet swim at different depths you cant keep dragging a woman down to your depth if you do there going to suffocate and swim back to there depth. My friend who is a lovely guy at heart just puts alot of pressure on women and turns into a fucking wimp instead of enjoying the time he had with them then if its not right for him have some self respect and end it not moaning at her to be the way he wants her to be (At his beck and call).
chow peeps
Yo guys well saturday was eventful it was the fancy dress ive been banging on about for ages suppose i will have to post some pics
So my first embarrassment of the night had to be when we first walked in its the gf hot Auntys 30th and she is hugging and thanking us for coming and when she comes to me i go happy new year love. I was like what the fuck did i say that for i laughed and just ran to the bar to get a cider and keep out of view. Got to be honest it wasnt as busy as i thought i kinda just expected it to be mobbed due to her being super hot i know thats a stupid way of thinking but o well. The band that was playing was really good and some of the costumes where great o there was this one woman dressed as Marilyn Monroe and she took off her wig at the end of the night and she was the double of Angelina Jolie she was fucking gorgeous. As the night progressed we decided to hit the town me,gf,gf brothers gf and buzz lightyear everyone else went to the house party we could of gone but we fancied going out if i was sober i would of said fuck that no chance i look a twat but when your pissed you dont care do you ha. So we get into this one pub by then am super pissed we decide to move to another pub as im come down the stair (massive stairs) i slipped at the top and fell half way down stood up and then fall again all the way to the bottom my drink was all over me am dressed as mr T with hundreds of people boy did i feel a twat. When i got up off my arse i turned round to see gf and gf brothers gf laughing there head off i dint no wether to laugh or cry.
In other new i seem to be having withdrawals after leaving facebook boy i spent far to much time on there i think i became abit of a digital peeping tom. What ive gathered after leaving is that i have alot more time on my hands so ive been watching more poker videos as well its proberly saved my relationship i think facebook and myspace (when it was at its peak) has caused me alot of problems. This minute in time i feel lost i dint even update it that much to be honest but i think in time it will be better for me.
poker
Was in home game run by corkeye that was good binked a 3rd for 10 dollar but other than that i havent played over the weekend previous to that i was 114 up and lost 75 on friday that bored me to fucking tears i must say.
well thats it for today im on my laptop ans its shite for writing on this blog i cant see a thingno doubt i will have to edit later.
peace
The decision being to deacitave facebook lately ive been getting alot of hassle from the gf because i never go on it when shes around. Another reason for this is shes not easy going and there are people on there of the opposite sex who every now and again i chat with. So basically thats it i cant keep arguing with her because i will just end up hating her.
Other news looks like my phone is fucked once again left it in my bag last night and some how its got condensation on it and half the screen is black great i wont have any contact with anyone at this rate.
Played poker last night woop another profit day came away 30 up was up 70 at one point but got my self into a bad spot where i hit a flush on the river but there was a full house possible 5's and 9's and i just dint believe a 9 or a 5 was in his range boy was i wrong.
I ordered my fancy dress if you read my previous blog im not going as Emily howard anymore so i decided to go as Mr T still looks good.
Plan today
1. Read riggeds blog and watch another of his cat on a piano videos
2. Eat some fruit and fiber
3. Watch part 5 of road to robusto
4. Do 50 press ups ( reason is coz i suck at them prob wont be all in one go as they kill me so 2x 25 will be best)
5. Watch a film that my dad said was good cant remember the name
ok thats me done for today
Reet last month was fucking awful poker wise good job i luck boxed that big tourny or id be in the shit. went to play some live poker last night what a bag of crap i decided not to play tight early on and play abit more like cash trying to isolate limpers bla bla well i doubled up and was putting in small raises pre taking down pots reading boards bla bla. Final table came the blinds had gone up so quick id gone from chip leader to a below average stack how that fucker worked i dont know. Got to shove fold mode id shoved 3 times and i could tell players was getting pissed but now i have a healthy stack. I then get AK utg still only 10bbs i just shove the big stack calls i new the minute he called am beat if he calls and loses its a massive blow to his stack. His hand is massive i almost get up and walk out the door he shows aces well another £30 down the drain greatl.
So after losing i decide to stay chat to this guy i know lovely guy but what a fucking bore omg. He decided to tell me about how the bank had charged him 9p interest on his credit card and he hasnt used it he must of gone on for at least ten minutes. Then how his farther could of been a millionair because he had a horse racing system and some guy wanted him to join his business and he hasnt even told his son the system he taking it to his grave bla bla. Then a horse came up 100/1 shot that was guaranteed to win:
Me: Did he have a bet
Him: no because he said its not right them letting it win
Me: O i see (im thinking either this is a load of bollocks or his dads a fucking dick head)
Him: Its the principle you see
Me: must of been an intelligent guy
Him: He was
Me: ( more like a complete bell end)
I must admit his not one for lying i give him that so saying that its true what difference is it going to make him not putting his money on that horse absolutely fuck all. Its like here in england this carbon emision shite where a island that could proberly fit into Texas about 3 times what fucking diffence are we going to make when Las Vegas is lit up like a fucking Christmas tree all year round and China are spewing shit loads of it out. Watched a program the other day and a woman was going mad at man for driving a land rover/ranger over (he's the one destroying the world is he i highly fucking doubt it)
Back to my main point so him not going on this horse is making the horse owners realise that they shouldnt fix races well what a moron.
I havent got a penny to scratch my arse with give me the system i dont mind feeding the horse owners.
Anyway he rambled on for another half hour about how depressed he's been and bla bla omg he did my head in.
Played some cash games when i got in i actually came away in profit woop.
O the fancy dress thing im going to on saturday i went looking for Emily howard costume and it looked shit nothing like on the internet and on the net its well expensive so i may have to go as something else kinda bugged me thought it would be a laugh.
Quote from my old man
"Keep the faith"
