Back To The Trap House

So after taking 6 wings, beer and pizza to the face I decided it would be a grand idea to short stack 100NL while tipsy. Just before I spewed my roomate looked at me and said you aren't supposed to play when drunk right? I replied with a quiet yeah as I 4bet shoved A9s over a regs 3BET out of the SB. UGH...

Thats the 2nd time this month I tried to commit bankroll suicide while drunk or tipsy. One of the most amatuer rules in the book I seem to continue breaking to this day. I kind of understand why but at the same time I don't I know why I'm self sabotaging myself. Its in my personality but fuck I need to stop this. Its sick.

Anyways, I went to this bar with my roomate to visit my friend last night. She was working the bar and asked us to come in for a few drinks. I guess my roomate and her are attempting to start dating. My hats off to him for succeeding where I have failed. shes a good looking girl.

A few weeks back on a degenerate Sunday we went to the same bar to say hello. They had just hired a new waitress who is like a 15 on a 10 point scale. This is a girl that I think every man woman and child would think is smoking. Blonde hair, I think blue eyes but I don't remember, nice body and stuck up attitude. Well actually she is really nice but when you see her standing there she looks somewhat unapproachable and intimidating to some. She looks like a pro athletes trophy wife. In other words I didn't have the ammo to take her down but I had to at least talk to her. I would still ask for her number even though I knew the percentages were low that day. I wasn't dressed to impress her type. She wanted status and clean cut. I was rocking the just rolled out of bed look, hoodie and neon green sweat band......

We had started drinking early that morning when we woke up. I think it was like 10ish when we got things going. There would be other substances involved.....

We sat around bullshitting with each other taking spider dips periodically. I decided to break off from the table and sit at the bar by myself. i do that sometimes. I like going off by myself because I feel like it brings out the best in you. You don't rely on your friends to make the first move. When you're in a group of friends everyone seems to fall into roles. Those don't exist when you're solo......

I positioned myself at the end of the bar because thats where she would go to pick up drinks to take back into the main restaurant. This way I could casually say something to her without being creepy and following her around the bar. I started making small talk every once in a while when she would come to the bar. Intially I asked my friend who worked there to call over the cute blonde chick. She brought over the wrong one haha. I was going to invite her to a concert on NYE in Boulder and she invited the wrong damn Waitress......

Anyways, long story short we were about to leave and I went to go find her. This was after talking to her periodically throughout the day, asking her to go to a concert, and her declining my invite. She was putting in an order into the comp and I asked for her number. I stopped being intimidated by woman like a year ago. I'll approach any girl. Unfortunately, she said she had to respectfully decline. Her exact words. Ha. Oh well, like I said, I had to try.

I saw her last night and this time I decided to scale back a little. I didn't ask for her number, only made small talk with her and left. This will be one of my greatest challenges. Its going to take a lot of patience and persistence to get this one. The last girl I wanted as much as her took me 6 months and careful strategic moves everytime I saw her to eventually take her down. I did take her down but you've got to understand, in the weekend wars, the battle doesn't even begin until you take them down........

Thats when it gets complicated