November 28, 2010
If you would've asked me a year ago about where I was at with my game I honestly would have said I was really good.
And I would've been lying to you and worst of all lying to myself. My game was shit. I couldn't see the equity in the game or the hand ranges like I can now. I didn't understand how the game flowed, how the money flowed and most of all how I reacted to the game.
Back then I understood all of it but I couldn't see anything. Its like everyone else was looking at this beautiful mountain range and I was staring into a desert of nothing.
They say be brutally honest with yourself when you play this game. I was and I wasn't. I knew I couldn't see all of this but at the same time I was frustrated. I was upset that others could and I couldn't. I was jealous and angry. I let my ego dictate my thoughts and that just made it worst.
Its exciting to think that I'm on the right path. The best part is I still have so much more to learn!